Feeling really complicated right now.. Tears just flow down the moment i called u Wen.. Memories of us was brought back.. Guilty & saddness filled my heart once again.. I can't held back my emotions but Cry.. Im not as strong as what u guys think..


Darling gone out early to get something and came to JE to meet me but i was late, he waited 30mins =X sRy.. I always late de, nxt time come later =X <-advise if not in future u might be so angry lol..

He gave me the ring that i have choosen the other day we saw it, was suprise.. as in i nve thot that his tat kinda guy who will do stuff lidat.. Hehe.. But abit bu romantic cause he gave me on the train kinda weird and the aunty infront of us keep looking at us when we hug all tat.. Its's really WEIRD!! Or did u try to seduce the aunty? haha.. =X

When to Ps to buy movie tickets and when to eat, darling so poor thing when to buy drinks and Q damn long or.. lol

After that went to Cathay to walk around but there isn't anything, so in the end settle down to eat my FAV ice-cream.. Ben & Jerry Ftw.. Dono if he really likes ma?,anyway im gone buy alot and keep at home.. stupit Hengky everytime got ice-cream to eat at home de =( I aso wan~

When back to Ps to walk cause there isn't any place to go and its just an hr away before the show starts, i got to sae ur taste bad when choosing stuff =X blah...

The show " Ming Ming" REALI REALI SUCKY, though the gurl really pretty though but the animation is like those show u seen when ur still a small kid.. -.-".. lame lol..

We watched almost all the show le and there isn't any nice show too..
Sian... Singapore too bored or..
WTB interesting suggesting.. Feel free to Tag lol.. Mass Tag =X

Was tell darling during the show let's eat KFC after movie, cause i saw someone carrying Mac in and i feels like eating KFC.. ok i know there isn't any link.. Lol.. Don't ask me why~ After that he sent me home and i saw my close friend on the train.. lol..

During the movie my grandma called and told me fL00r came to my hse and brought me some food, im totally suprise.. He told me " U told me ur pimples r coming out and i cook ku gua soup for u added alot of sweet corn including ur fav food" Im totally shocked cause he have to cook, bring to my hse and he got to book in ltr on..
I nearly cried but i held back cause if i did, Hengky wont feels good.. I'm really touched by what he did, at the same time i felt guilty n sad after all he did for me, all i left him is sadness and hurt.. Im really sRy..
Reach home when to called him up, was crying badly while talking to him at the same time thanking him so much for wad he did..

fL00r, thanks for willing to be my friend once again, thanks for still being so nice and concern about me.. You know me best i guess.. Thanks for the food, i do miss ur cooking for awhile le ba.. Really thanks alot all this while when we r tgt for making me happy and taking care of me...

Hengky, thanks for the suprise and the ring it really meant alot to me.. I will cherish the ring as much as i cherish this r/s and i won't take it off.. =)

I felt ur love todae for everything u did with me.. All this times thanks for understanding and stay by my side when im feeling down instead of getting angry.. Just to let u know, i rather u pei wo then u leave me alone, i need u darling.. Ur everything that makes me happy.. I love uE..

With ♥ From Suzanna [11:24 PM]